Wednesday, August 3, 2011

no one mourns the wicked

Well friend, I'm back. I'll start off with break writing #2:

I should begin by telling where I got the idea to write on break - on napkins, specifically. I had heard that J K Rowling was so poor that when she began the first Harry Potter book, she wrote parts of it on napkins in cafes - instead of on traditional paper. I'd just began working at the time, and break mystified me. After the hectic time leading up to breaks, 30 minutes seemed ever so long. So, I decided to be productive instead. I worked on Melody's story - conception while I worked and writing on break.

It was an effective system and I got much accomplished - a lot of dreaming of Melody's fantasy world. I had the climax planned and written. Much of the foundation laid. I still have a lot of the details to plan out - I wan the world to be rich and inviting. I have been dreaming of it for six years. There are still a lot more years left to plan - I want it to be the best.

It'll take a while for me to get used to sub side - so it might be a bit before I can plan and think while I work. There napkin entries might not be substantial until that time. Only a few more minutes. P-list just got online, so I'll spend the rest of my time with him.


P-list is my name for a guy that is special to me. I'll be referring to him often, I hope. I've been dating him. It's been good... I'm happy.

Something else has been going on - I'm not sure if it's even worth my time writing out. I'll think about it and respond more later.

Well, my friend - I should go make dinner for myself and P-list.

Sleep well, my friend. I hope you're well.

Friday, July 29, 2011

i know where i've been

Hello, friend. Stopping back in - I'm working on a system where I'll be able to write more often here, we'll see how it works out. Basically, I'll be writing a lot during my breaks at work. From my first break, my plans for writing:

I can't believe it's been 4 years - I'm really excited to have breaks again. I do some of my best work there. Thinking, I guess. I want to work hard on Melody's untitled story and Kim Hersey's 'Entry.' It would be nice to make an entry per break. Break's over now - more later.


Melody's story is a trilogy that I've been working on for the last six years - on and off. It's a fantasy story that I've been wanting to tell. Kim's story is an action/sci-fi novel that I've been working on. I'm really looking forward to working on these projects again.

Oh, yes - I found more work. At a local pizza place here. Still working on the farm - the monies from both will be useful in the coming months. More importantly, I've been dating someone for the past few months - that's been amazing and fulfilling in ways I never dreamed possible. More food pictures to come some day.

I'm moving out soon. It's time for me to part ways with my current living situation, it'll be for the best. So many things going on - too many to impart in one entry. I hope that you are well, friend. I'll speak with you again soon.

Sleep well, my friend.

Monday, July 18, 2011

the origin of love

I'm back, friend. Life has been busy and hectic... a lot of changes to tell you about. I'm working hard on my next entry, but I wanted to let you know things were ok here.

Sleep well my friend.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

something just broke

I'm at a loss, friend. I'm unsure what to write, but I know that the words will soon come.

Until then, sleep well, my friend.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

i can do better than that

Well, it has been a busy time. Sorry that I haven't written in a while - I've discovered that when I maintain consistent personal contact with people, I don't feel the need to write. Inversely, when I'm feeling antisocial, I write endlessly. So many things to write on - I've made a list and I'll work through them... you need to know!

Yesterday night, I took a trip to one of the larger towns here to help a good friend of mine move this morning. He wanted to get an early start with the move (which fits great with him... me... not so much, haha). Things turned out ok, though - I got up earlier than usual, we started with the move at about 9. By 10, we were all packed up. By 11, we were all unpacked - my friend had another guy along to help. Between the three of us, the move turned out to be relatively easy. The day was beautiful - perfect for moving. The wind blew a bit, the sun shined, the temperature stayed comfortably low. After the move, we went out for lunch... more on that in another post. Not much else to that tale... it was nice, though. Great to be able to help my friend when he needed it.

Later on in the day, I stopped by a walmart to nab some shoelaces for a pair of boots that I'd recently acquired at a garage sale (more on these later as well). As I was leaving, I saw a family go in - a mother and her four, relatively young kids. The oldest (about 9, I would guess), was pushing a cart with a nice assortment of soda and mostly beer containers that layered the bottom of the cart. I didn't know what to think of that... maybe that's what kids are for: to help pick up their parent's mistakes.... or, to be more fair, to help return cans. I really have no right to judge them... it just seemed like a telling example of the society that I live in. I'm not even sure what to make of it.

Later on in the day, I went to my village's festival which happened to be this weekend. I see it as my annual reminder of why I was so excited on graduation day to be getting out of this place. I stopped to talk to several people I went to high school with on my way into town. One of them (who already has a kid) said that everyone we went to high school with had either gotten a really short haircut (like me), gotten fat, or gotten pregnant. Or, a combination of the above. Sad, how true it is. People I didn't think even had the social guts to even find a guy to knock them up were wandering the streets with the preggo stomach. Makes me want to do something about it... I just don't know what. I have a few projects I'm working on, but nothing to solve the root of the problems.

The festival was interesting, though - the vendors at the art show were really something. I wish I had some cash to help support them. Oh, and I saw an elephant. Heck yes.

After a long day, I returned home and had a decent evening... too many people though, haha.


On an unrelated note, I have something to say to you, my friend. If you are reading this, that means that I trust you enough to share this place with you. That being said, I have a disclaimer of a sort - I really like to be asked. Whatever you want to know, ask me. I'm an open book but you have to turn the pages now and then. Every now and then, I'll open to a page (such as this paragraph), but most of the time I won't talk about something until you show interest in that topic. Don't worry about asking me multiple times, I'll let you know if the pages are getting tired of your fingertips. If I don't think a page is appropriate for the situation that we're in (don't want to show the graphic pages to the poor, innocent, bystanding children), then I'll ask you to revisit a page later. Feel free to do so when the situation has changed, if I don't say a specific time. You're not pressing me, I'll let you know when that happens. I love you... you wouldn't be here if I didn't.

Really. I love you - get used to it.

Sleep well, my friend.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

fucking perfect



Pizza pie anyone? My most recent ventures in the kitchen have been baking these fellows. I use my own sourdough - an idea that my brother had that I ran with.



Add my own sauce recipe and a few other ingredients


A few more layers....


Want a slice?


Too bad, this one's mine, MWAHAHA!!!



In other news, this song made me think of you - don't you forget it.


Carry the lyrics with you - I mean it. Sleep well, my friend.

nobody's on nobody's side

Wow, I have a lot of shit.



That all came from my room, which was then kind of empty:









And the paint moves in...











OH MY THE SECOND COAT IS ON







And now... it's already been lived in... AND FINISHED!!!











This makes a very happy renovator...



Sleep well, my friend - thanks for being here.